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playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she’s not breathing?
hello i’m your mind giving you someone to talk to
hello
if i smile and don’t believe
soon i know i’ll wake from this dream
don’t try to fix me i’m not broken
hello i’m the lie living for you so you can hide
don’t cry
suddenly i know i’m not sleeping
hello i’m still here
all that’s left of yesterday
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YOUR ARCHETYPE: Beta academic |
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| Personality Profile:
You are a long-term planner, diligent worker and avoid risk as much as possible. You are of above average intelligence and have the ability to focus on tasks that seem unimportant at present, but can lead to greater things in the foreseeable future. You are not keen to interact with others or make social connections. You would rather gain material wealth before putting yourself in a position to be judged. You are not confrontational unless someone directly opposes your intellectual beliefs. You are highly concerned with your social status. You are keen to avoid risks that could jeopardize your long-term plans. You take a calculated approach to life, working hard to control all aspects of it in order to not leave anything important to chance. You tend to be a perfectionist and quite self-conscious. You sometimes wish you were less reserved and more like some others you see who are more bold and outspoken in social situations. But as much as you try to be like them, you cannot, because you care too much about the future to ever be comfortable taking risks in social situations. Your view of other types Other types’ view of you Alpha academic: Solid long-term planner. Highly intelligent, ambitious and loyal to close ones. Expected Occupations: Lawyer, Doctor, Investment Banker, Chief Accountant, Corporate Consultant, Head Engineer, Stock Broker, Business owner (professional skill/knowledge based business operation) Beta academic: Not as intelligent or ambitious as Alpha Academics, but still focused on being materially successful. Expected Occupations: Lawyer, Doctor, Investment Analyst, Accountant, Architect, Engineer, Professor, Researcher, Psychologist Theta academic: Not as intelligent as Alpha and Beta academics, but still intelligent. Expected Occupations: Pharmacist, Accountant, Teacher, Journalist, Computer Technician |
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hikhikhik..
sangap2 aku bukak paitnyer blog..ade face analizer nyer web tuh..aku pon try aa anta gamba aku..memule try anta yg pakai tudung tp last2 web tu xdpt nak identify..hakhak..klako gile..lemah2..:p
tp disebabkan kemerengan aku arini aku try anta aa gambar aku yg lain yg x bertudung..so yg kat atas tu la hasilnye..sblom tu aku da anta gamba lain ..dan kekka nye pon lain..ade ke dikatenye aku ni eastern european?huh.mengembangkan hidung aku jek.:p
yg second punye..spt diatas..at least ade gak la ciri2 asean muke aku nih..:p
dan yg second nyer gambar..tahap intelligence aku tinggi skit..so aku copy la wat masuk sini..:p gambarnye xleh la aku nak copy gak..nnt kene sekeh lak aku karang :p kire kalo sesape ade terjumpe gamba aku kat web tu ..wat senyap2 je la ek? ;))
saje nk masukkan tarikh arini utk peringatan..
first time aku kuar sensorg.. xperlu aku bgtau kemane aku pergi dn ape yg aku buat..biar aku simpan je rahsia tu kat dlm diri aku..tp kesimpulannye aku dapat tenangkan fikiran aku..jgn pk aku amik ecstasy sudah la..aku tak sampai lagi tahap tu..dan aku rasa aku takkan sampai pun tahap tu sampai bebile..
org kate..time remaja ni la ‘wagamama’ tu dtg..
btol.aku setuju.
walaupun 21 tu da xremaje da bg aku.da dewasa da.
tp xbrape matured lg kot.xtau nk bezakan baik buruk lagi.
cheh.mcm org dewasa tu tau jek bezakan baik buruk.
lebih2 lagi bile xde org nak halang ape yg kite buat+ke mane kite pegi..
lagipun kat nihon ni.. nak jalan sensorg pon tak takut..
so..aku pon kuar la sensorg..
wagamama da ne…atashi??
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
i feEl
my soul
take me awAy…
arituh aku terpegun dgn something yg terpapar kat buletin board frenster..
tajuk die ‘The guy who loves you’..
so aku bace..cube hayati..dan tgk..ade x persamaan dgn relation aku sekarang ni..
The guy who loves you
The guy who loves you , if he can’t
always see you, he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you, because
he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.
always see you, he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you, because
he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.
The guy who loves you, can’t tell you the reason
why he loves you. he only knew that, in his
eyes,you are the only one
The guy who loves you, seldom praise you , but
in his heart, you are the best, only he know it,
The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint
if you didn’t reply his message but doesnt others,
because he cares.
The guy who loves you , Only drop his tears in
front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are
touching his heart , the heart which beat for
you.
The guy who loves you , will remember every
word u said , even if its accidentally. and he will
use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who loves you, will not give any
promise that easily, because they don’t want to
break the promise, they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest and safest
life ever after.
The guy who loves you, always tell you not to
think too much, because they already plan it for
you,he wants to give u the best life in the future, he
want to give you a suprise, believe him that he can
do it.
The guy who loves you, will go to airport to fetch
you, he won’t carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect. but he will carry
your luggage and ask you " why are you becoming
that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.
The boy who loves you, will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished, he
will say, you still got class tomorrow, sleep
early .with a smile.
The boy who loves you, don’t know that whether
he should call you when you are angry, but he
will sent a message to you after few hours, if you
ask him why he call that late, he will said, when
you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But
when you calm down, my explanation will only
really works.
The boy who loves you, always call you little
girl,but everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who loves you, don’t like little toys like
teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you
gave him on his bed.
The guy who loves you, while quarelling, he will
apologize uncontrollably, although you are
the one who’s wrong, and later, he will sent a
message to you with " baby, actually you know its
your fault,you know it urself "
The guy who love you, while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you
stupidly under your apartment.but he never
knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn’t
matter, because in his heart, that’s roses.
daitai atteru …malahan aku rs die lebih dr ape yg tertulis kat atas ni.. 
dai suki.chou suki.
dakara..
kimi wo taisetsu ni suru yo..!! 
huhu..xde ke perkara yg boleh menggembirakan aku nih..?asyik tensen jek due tige menjak nih..xtenang..tulun2.. 
td pon mase jikken aku xphm sgt pon psl jikken tuh..kekkyoku graf salah sebab salah kire atai..siap ichizeki sensei kate ”baka ka yo omaetachi?”..huhu..memang aku tau yg aku ni mmg la xpandai..tp aku trase cam hidoi jek..kitsuiii..!
kalo ikutkan nak mengalir jek airmata aku td tp aku tahan jek sampai aku balik umah..xjadi nak semangat tanye shibata san psl jikken arini..td pon ade die tanye..”dou?”maybe sbb die perasan kot aku masam semacam jek td.tgh cover x bg airmata tumpah jek sbenarnye.last2 aku angguk lemah jek sbb aku tak sure yg aku dpt berckp dengan stabil dan waras nnt..buatnye tetibe aku ternangis kat depan die..ape aku nak ckp ..?
hmm..iro iro aruyo ne..jinsei tte?
:-<
